My favourite TVseries in on again. Lost on channel 4. It's so exciting!
I read the coolest theory about it: all the people on the island are actually dead but they have to face their demons to get to move on to the afterlife...Seems reasonable!
I confess: I'm a shopoholic. Had a meeting in Kista today and to get to and from the office I had to pass through Kista C, which has a lot of stores. On my way back I suddenly found myself trying on a new skirt in one shop and picking up a knitted sweater in another. Oh well, I work hard and earn my own money and I'm worth it :)
My work situation is improving a bit but I don't think I'm gonna stay after this project is over. Haven't felt very happy lately but I don't know if it's my job or my life in general.
Got my bathroom done, got some new clothes, solved some financial issues and I'm still feeling disturbed by something... I don't know what it is. I think I really need to have some serious fun. Like one crazy night Gonzo and I had with H&O at Berns...
Will round up some people next weekend and party!
Maybe it's the T-situation. Maybe I expected to much....
Don't miss the wonderful John Legend tonight on TV at 22.30
Take care
Song of the day: Live It Up - John Legend
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
With a little help
from my friend J I finally got the mirror and the shelf up in the bathroom :)
Due to my... creative measurements we had to move the mirror around a few times and this has left some not so nice holes in the wall. I'll try to find some nice paint to cover them with...
I suppose I can blame the crookedness on my faulty eyes... I have to get new glasses soon!
In exchange for his physical effort I made dinner. Think my cooking skills surprised him ;) But my grandmother taught me well. She started when I was 7. My first lesson was making a bearnaisesauce from scratch and if I didn't get it right she'd pour it out and I would start again...
Picked up some wine on the way home too and we shared a bottle as J wasn't driving. He has sold his car, the Smart. Seems like he had a nice weekend canoeing in the wild. Actually he was in my old hood - Nyköping. Creeps me out just thinking about it. I'm so glad to be back in town!
Thinking about asking T to join me at the party on Saturday. Must take this under some serious advicement... Wonder if creepy couple M&M are coming. I'm so mean but I hope they break up soon. Can't stand them together - they truly bring out the worst in eachother...
Shouldn't you be with someone who makes you feel relaxed and brings out the best in you not a person who you compete with in everything. Oh well, as I so rarely meet them I don't really care.
Started planning a bouleevent with my posse. Boule is a nice sport. You don't sweat and you can drink wine doing it :) Speaking of sweating I'm going boxing tonight again. And I'll wear my new white sporttop :)
Saw the coolest belt that I need (if I want it - I need it) it has "I don't need your attitude, I got one of my own" written on it. Just one problem: it's a mans belt so it's quite large but maybe I can make new holes in it. Must have it!
Today it's nice and sunny, unfortunately I have to be indoors working. Speaking of the weather: hope things work out i New Orleans. I haven't been yet and I'm dying to see the old French Quarters.
List of places I want to visit:
1. Egypt - the pyramids
2. Paris - can't ever get enough
3. New York - for the vibe
4. New Orelans - the big Easy
5. Napa Valley - for the wine and the views
6. Las Vegas - "we're in Las Vegas tonight" :)
7. HongKong, Shanghai and Macao - decadent and mysterious
8. Peru - The Inka trail
9. Haiti - history, rum and vodoodolls
10. Berlin - clubbing and shopping
11. Istanbul - carpets, palaces and bellydancers
12. Rome - Ecce Roma
13. Alaska - coola nature very Peak Performance
14. Barcelona - Gaudi and shoe-heaven
15. San Fransisco - hills, trams and trannies
and so many other places...
Take care
Song of the day: Sunshine in the rain - Bodies without Organs
Due to my... creative measurements we had to move the mirror around a few times and this has left some not so nice holes in the wall. I'll try to find some nice paint to cover them with...
I suppose I can blame the crookedness on my faulty eyes... I have to get new glasses soon!
In exchange for his physical effort I made dinner. Think my cooking skills surprised him ;) But my grandmother taught me well. She started when I was 7. My first lesson was making a bearnaisesauce from scratch and if I didn't get it right she'd pour it out and I would start again...
Picked up some wine on the way home too and we shared a bottle as J wasn't driving. He has sold his car, the Smart. Seems like he had a nice weekend canoeing in the wild. Actually he was in my old hood - Nyköping. Creeps me out just thinking about it. I'm so glad to be back in town!
Thinking about asking T to join me at the party on Saturday. Must take this under some serious advicement... Wonder if creepy couple M&M are coming. I'm so mean but I hope they break up soon. Can't stand them together - they truly bring out the worst in eachother...
Shouldn't you be with someone who makes you feel relaxed and brings out the best in you not a person who you compete with in everything. Oh well, as I so rarely meet them I don't really care.
Started planning a bouleevent with my posse. Boule is a nice sport. You don't sweat and you can drink wine doing it :) Speaking of sweating I'm going boxing tonight again. And I'll wear my new white sporttop :)
Saw the coolest belt that I need (if I want it - I need it) it has "I don't need your attitude, I got one of my own" written on it. Just one problem: it's a mans belt so it's quite large but maybe I can make new holes in it. Must have it!
Today it's nice and sunny, unfortunately I have to be indoors working. Speaking of the weather: hope things work out i New Orleans. I haven't been yet and I'm dying to see the old French Quarters.
List of places I want to visit:
1. Egypt - the pyramids
2. Paris - can't ever get enough
3. New York - for the vibe
4. New Orelans - the big Easy
5. Napa Valley - for the wine and the views
6. Las Vegas - "we're in Las Vegas tonight" :)
7. HongKong, Shanghai and Macao - decadent and mysterious
8. Peru - The Inka trail
9. Haiti - history, rum and vodoodolls
10. Berlin - clubbing and shopping
11. Istanbul - carpets, palaces and bellydancers
12. Rome - Ecce Roma
13. Alaska - coola nature very Peak Performance
14. Barcelona - Gaudi and shoe-heaven
15. San Fransisco - hills, trams and trannies
and so many other places...
Take care
Song of the day: Sunshine in the rain - Bodies without Organs
Monday, August 29, 2005
City-girl
Have realized that I am a city girl and totally incompatible with nature...
Was supposed to go to one of the Kräftskivor on Saturday. I got the impression that it wouldn't be that far. I ended up walking through the woods in my heels for about 35 mns... That is too far! What's wrong with throwing a party down town?? The party was ok but my mood changed radically after the walk so I left early.
Friday was Annica's party. It turned out quite well. She enjoyed it very much and she is worth it. I wasn't able to attend the actual disputation but they said she did great. Good girl :)
Sat next to Love, which was nice. Haven't seen him in ages so we caught up. He is actually a father since 2 months.
Yesterday I wanted to work on my bathroom and get the mirror and the 2 new cool shelfs up.
Apparently my walls are made out of concrete and they really didn't cooperate with me and the drill... Called T but he was moving into his new apartment so he could help me. Called J and he was away doing something outdoorsy . Not even the usual "you are som masculine and pease help me"-routine didn't work... But he is coming over tonight to help me - very nice :) And I'm supposed to make him dinner. Very 50ies... Big Strong Man working with tools and Small Weak Woman in the kitchen ;)
Very Me Tarzan- You Jane
But not every Jane has her own toolbox :)
My parents finally got rid of the other house - good news. They stopped by last night with some of the stuff my grandfather left me, his chessgame among other things. Me and granddad spent a lot of time with that game so it means a lot to me. I wonder if it'll feel strange to play with someone else...
Take care
Song of the day: 16 tons of Hardware - Bodies without Organs
Was supposed to go to one of the Kräftskivor on Saturday. I got the impression that it wouldn't be that far. I ended up walking through the woods in my heels for about 35 mns... That is too far! What's wrong with throwing a party down town?? The party was ok but my mood changed radically after the walk so I left early.
Friday was Annica's party. It turned out quite well. She enjoyed it very much and she is worth it. I wasn't able to attend the actual disputation but they said she did great. Good girl :)
Sat next to Love, which was nice. Haven't seen him in ages so we caught up. He is actually a father since 2 months.
Yesterday I wanted to work on my bathroom and get the mirror and the 2 new cool shelfs up.
Apparently my walls are made out of concrete and they really didn't cooperate with me and the drill... Called T but he was moving into his new apartment so he could help me. Called J and he was away doing something outdoorsy . Not even the usual "you are som masculine and pease help me"-routine didn't work... But he is coming over tonight to help me - very nice :) And I'm supposed to make him dinner. Very 50ies... Big Strong Man working with tools and Small Weak Woman in the kitchen ;)
Very Me Tarzan- You Jane
But not every Jane has her own toolbox :)
My parents finally got rid of the other house - good news. They stopped by last night with some of the stuff my grandfather left me, his chessgame among other things. Me and granddad spent a lot of time with that game so it means a lot to me. I wonder if it'll feel strange to play with someone else...
Take care
Song of the day: 16 tons of Hardware - Bodies without Organs
Friday, August 26, 2005
Friday I'm in love...
or am I?!?!
Don't know but I'd love to find out :)
So Friday...tonight it's Annicas disputationsfest which I'm not really looking forward to... My parents are gonna be there - not fun at all and I'm tired and I've seen the guest list and most guests are her strange scientist friends. Well H and sis are gonna be there so that's ok I guess.
Tried to get G to join but he has a bachelorparty tonight.
Tomorrow it's AnnaT's kräftskiva - it's somewhere in Lijleholmen, quite far but some cool people are going.
Yesterday turned into a long long day... Worked until 7.30 pm with travel management. And then off to M&P for some champagne.. actually not some I think we downed 8 bottles for 5 people ;)
Am not really feeling as tired as I thought I would but I got home at around midnight. Guess I'll pay for it later.
Next week I'll take one afternoon and do all my shopping for the fall season. I really love the fall lines this year: purple, red, dark green, great fabrics and great styles.
Need new boots, at least one handbag and one larger bag, a few scarves, a nice hat.
Am wearing the Xuly Bet tonight and the fab white shoes, regardless I will at least be fab :)
Might be having dinner with T on Sunday but we haven't decided yet. I might be in a coma due to too much partying so we'll see. I love that he finds me beautiful and sexy - I know I'm a sucker for compliments but what the hell...
Song of the day: I want you - Savage Garden
"Oh I want you, I don't know if I need you but I'd love to find out"
Don't know but I'd love to find out :)
So Friday...tonight it's Annicas disputationsfest which I'm not really looking forward to... My parents are gonna be there - not fun at all and I'm tired and I've seen the guest list and most guests are her strange scientist friends. Well H and sis are gonna be there so that's ok I guess.
Tried to get G to join but he has a bachelorparty tonight.
Tomorrow it's AnnaT's kräftskiva - it's somewhere in Lijleholmen, quite far but some cool people are going.
Yesterday turned into a long long day... Worked until 7.30 pm with travel management. And then off to M&P for some champagne.. actually not some I think we downed 8 bottles for 5 people ;)
Am not really feeling as tired as I thought I would but I got home at around midnight. Guess I'll pay for it later.
Next week I'll take one afternoon and do all my shopping for the fall season. I really love the fall lines this year: purple, red, dark green, great fabrics and great styles.
Need new boots, at least one handbag and one larger bag, a few scarves, a nice hat.
Am wearing the Xuly Bet tonight and the fab white shoes, regardless I will at least be fab :)
Might be having dinner with T on Sunday but we haven't decided yet. I might be in a coma due to too much partying so we'll see. I love that he finds me beautiful and sexy - I know I'm a sucker for compliments but what the hell...
Song of the day: I want you - Savage Garden
"Oh I want you, I don't know if I need you but I'd love to find out"
Thursday, August 25, 2005
Now playing...
"Living la vida loca" with the ever so fab - Ricky Martin.
Just remebered how my very drunk sis staggered around a New Yearsparty some years ago singing this song and then falling alseep on a couch. Quite a funny sight :)
Finally the client event is over and done with. I worked it quite nicely, if I may say so myself. Looking very business-like and smiling and greeting all the guests.
The service at Clarion wasn't the best but all the small issues where quite quickly solved.
Met two really nice sisters that I'll be staying in touch with - exchanged businesscards :)
Finally swallowed my pride (and gave into my my lower needs ;)) and called T. He was home but he came over for dinner. He has had a haircut so no more backslick and he is growing a goatee and my God he looks great. So sexy and very masculine - just as I like it. And like icing on the cake he is smart, funny, ambitious and sweet AND likes to dance and cook...
We watched a really crappy film "French Kiss" with Meg Ryan and Kevin Kline, I almost fell asleep a few times but he kept waking me up.
The end of the week is filled with parties. M is celebrating her Taiwan-thing with champagne at P's place tonight. Friday is Annica's disputationsfest and Saturday is AnnaT's kräftskiva.
Just got an invitation to a kräftskiva at Wessens' place. Their parties are infamous and great. Am really looking forward to that. Unfortunately PFL is having her birthday drinks the same day so I'll miss that.
My 5-lists:
5 Albums in my Ipod:
- John Legend - Get Lifted
- Usher - 9701
- Usher - COnfessions
....
5 films I've seen lately:
- Ray 4,5/5
- Closer 3/5
- Maria full of Grace 4/5
- Fantastic Four 1/5
- Harry Potter I 3,5/5
5 nice things that has happened to me lately:
- The 50ies party
- T
- shopping and lunch with Mi last Sunday
- nice party in Gothenburg last week
- New stuff for the bathroom
Back to work now
Take care!
Song of the day: On and On - Erykah Badu
Just remebered how my very drunk sis staggered around a New Yearsparty some years ago singing this song and then falling alseep on a couch. Quite a funny sight :)
Finally the client event is over and done with. I worked it quite nicely, if I may say so myself. Looking very business-like and smiling and greeting all the guests.
The service at Clarion wasn't the best but all the small issues where quite quickly solved.
Met two really nice sisters that I'll be staying in touch with - exchanged businesscards :)
Finally swallowed my pride (and gave into my my lower needs ;)) and called T. He was home but he came over for dinner. He has had a haircut so no more backslick and he is growing a goatee and my God he looks great. So sexy and very masculine - just as I like it. And like icing on the cake he is smart, funny, ambitious and sweet AND likes to dance and cook...
We watched a really crappy film "French Kiss" with Meg Ryan and Kevin Kline, I almost fell asleep a few times but he kept waking me up.
The end of the week is filled with parties. M is celebrating her Taiwan-thing with champagne at P's place tonight. Friday is Annica's disputationsfest and Saturday is AnnaT's kräftskiva.
Just got an invitation to a kräftskiva at Wessens' place. Their parties are infamous and great. Am really looking forward to that. Unfortunately PFL is having her birthday drinks the same day so I'll miss that.
My 5-lists:
5 Albums in my Ipod:
- John Legend - Get Lifted
- Usher - 9701
- Usher - COnfessions
....
5 films I've seen lately:
- Ray 4,5/5
- Closer 3/5
- Maria full of Grace 4/5
- Fantastic Four 1/5
- Harry Potter I 3,5/5
5 nice things that has happened to me lately:
- The 50ies party
- T
- shopping and lunch with Mi last Sunday
- nice party in Gothenburg last week
- New stuff for the bathroom
Back to work now
Take care!
Song of the day: On and On - Erykah Badu
Monday, August 22, 2005
Precious
Precious occasions need to be appreciated :)
Had one of those walking to work this morning. The sun was shining in my face, John Legend in my Ipod and no stress....
Did accomplish a good thing today: finally put up the new shelf in my bathroom. Drilled and stuffed the holes with silicon and then hung the shelf. It looks really nice. Now I need to get a nice mirror so I can finally g get rid of that dreadful bathroom cupboard.... Am also thinking about repainting the walls but that'll be a later project.
Feeling a lot better today, the medicine I got is really helping I'm just worried that the wine I've had this weekend might have some negative impact om the effects. I'll try to look it up on the internet.
The party on Saturday was really nice, too bad som many left early. H, sis and me left at around 11. Sis went home and H and myself carried on to Riche for a few drinks. Talked to G, he was at Storstad so we never met up. He is the funniest guy. He called me just as I got home at around 2.30 to make sure that I wasn't mad at him for not showing up. We decided to meet for dinner some night this week. He is going to run in the StEriksloppet, that's 21 kms which is FAR!! I asked if he wanted to go running with me some day and he said yes. Now as I think about it maybe it's not such a great idea after all... I don't want to embarras myself but pukin gor passing out ;)
Went shopping with Mi on Sunday. Picked up some really nice stuff at HM: a top, a new belt with the writing "I'm not totally worthless, can be used as a bad example" on it, a scarf and a couple of thongs. Talked to T and it seems like he got the job he wanted which is cool and he is also getting a new place.
Then we went for coffee at MOJO and had a nice chat. As usaul with Mi, we laughed a lot and got quite loud... :)
This afternoon I got a surprise call from Kevin - the date who never showed. He wanted a second chance and I told him to call me next week. Also asked hi m why he didn't show. He claims that he was at Bistro Jarl but couldn't find me. I mean wouldn't you call then - I know I would... Oh well I don't think he'll call me back as I was quite rude to him... We'll see.
J told me that he was chased by some animal in the woods the other day. I think it was a badger. The y have quite a nasty bite I'm told. The woods are dangerous - i've always sadi that :)
Thinking about putting together a fall-evening with the Portugalposse... Either go bowling or play boule and then off to some nice place for dinner.
Noone wants to go and see Alcazar with me. Cannot believ that. Will make them go dancing in the world of disco!
Now it's almost time for CSI - gotto go
Take care
Song of the day: I Want You - Savage Garden
Had one of those walking to work this morning. The sun was shining in my face, John Legend in my Ipod and no stress....
Did accomplish a good thing today: finally put up the new shelf in my bathroom. Drilled and stuffed the holes with silicon and then hung the shelf. It looks really nice. Now I need to get a nice mirror so I can finally g get rid of that dreadful bathroom cupboard.... Am also thinking about repainting the walls but that'll be a later project.
Feeling a lot better today, the medicine I got is really helping I'm just worried that the wine I've had this weekend might have some negative impact om the effects. I'll try to look it up on the internet.
The party on Saturday was really nice, too bad som many left early. H, sis and me left at around 11. Sis went home and H and myself carried on to Riche for a few drinks. Talked to G, he was at Storstad so we never met up. He is the funniest guy. He called me just as I got home at around 2.30 to make sure that I wasn't mad at him for not showing up. We decided to meet for dinner some night this week. He is going to run in the StEriksloppet, that's 21 kms which is FAR!! I asked if he wanted to go running with me some day and he said yes. Now as I think about it maybe it's not such a great idea after all... I don't want to embarras myself but pukin gor passing out ;)
Went shopping with Mi on Sunday. Picked up some really nice stuff at HM: a top, a new belt with the writing "I'm not totally worthless, can be used as a bad example" on it, a scarf and a couple of thongs. Talked to T and it seems like he got the job he wanted which is cool and he is also getting a new place.
Then we went for coffee at MOJO and had a nice chat. As usaul with Mi, we laughed a lot and got quite loud... :)
This afternoon I got a surprise call from Kevin - the date who never showed. He wanted a second chance and I told him to call me next week. Also asked hi m why he didn't show. He claims that he was at Bistro Jarl but couldn't find me. I mean wouldn't you call then - I know I would... Oh well I don't think he'll call me back as I was quite rude to him... We'll see.
J told me that he was chased by some animal in the woods the other day. I think it was a badger. The y have quite a nasty bite I'm told. The woods are dangerous - i've always sadi that :)
Thinking about putting together a fall-evening with the Portugalposse... Either go bowling or play boule and then off to some nice place for dinner.
Noone wants to go and see Alcazar with me. Cannot believ that. Will make them go dancing in the world of disco!
Now it's almost time for CSI - gotto go
Take care
Song of the day: I Want You - Savage Garden
Saturday, August 20, 2005
What's new?!?!
Came back from Gothenburg yesterday night. The flight was ok and the party was great.
Office-M came by my hotelroom to shower and we went together to the operahouse. It was really nice, good food and great champagne. Met the rest of the ERT-crew. They are all very nice. I think they like me more than the people I work with.... Maybe that's mean but sometimes I think it's true.
Tonight it's the 50-ies party organized by Maria and Peter. Am really looking forward to that. Sis, H and myself are going. We are meeting at H's place for make-up and some wine. And then off to the party in my pink shoes :)
Got my hair done and it looks great :) What really bothers me is that she said 3 hours and it took almost 6... T called and wanted to go for coffee but I didn't have time. Called him yesterday but no answer so I'll just hold off...
Saw J last friday - he has quit smoking and looks really nice. Has stared working out a lot too.. maybe I should try to get my act together in the healthylife stye dep.
Only wine and candy once a week
Healthier food and more excercise...
Just got a great idea: will indulge myself with a new pair of shoes or a bag for each 5 kg I loose :)
Now I should clean my apartment and get going...
See ya - take care!
Song of the day: Sweetest perfection - Depeche Mode
Office-M came by my hotelroom to shower and we went together to the operahouse. It was really nice, good food and great champagne. Met the rest of the ERT-crew. They are all very nice. I think they like me more than the people I work with.... Maybe that's mean but sometimes I think it's true.
Tonight it's the 50-ies party organized by Maria and Peter. Am really looking forward to that. Sis, H and myself are going. We are meeting at H's place for make-up and some wine. And then off to the party in my pink shoes :)
Got my hair done and it looks great :) What really bothers me is that she said 3 hours and it took almost 6... T called and wanted to go for coffee but I didn't have time. Called him yesterday but no answer so I'll just hold off...
Saw J last friday - he has quit smoking and looks really nice. Has stared working out a lot too.. maybe I should try to get my act together in the healthylife stye dep.
Only wine and candy once a week
Healthier food and more excercise...
Just got a great idea: will indulge myself with a new pair of shoes or a bag for each 5 kg I loose :)
Now I should clean my apartment and get going...
See ya - take care!
Song of the day: Sweetest perfection - Depeche Mode
Sunday, August 14, 2005
Gunning down romance....
now playing in my baby Ipod. Have had a nice weekend again. Today sis and me went to IKEA and she was driving... She passed her drivers test this week. We got a bit lost but we finally made it. Picked up some stuff for the bathroom which I'll be fixing up later. Saturday I had my hair done. It's actually not ready yet - have to go back on Tuesday and finish it. Can't believe how long it took this time. Had to stop att 8 o'clock because I was going to meet with G and H for dinner. Stressed home to change and then hopped in a cab and went to Sturehof for dinner then off to NOX for drinks. G's friend H also showed up - he is really nice. G and I ended the evening at Riche with some wine.
Friday me and H went to Berns for AW. Got a chance to catch up a bit with Robbie and Svempa - two of the nicest guys I've worked with. Came home at aroung 11, quite intoxicated and very hungry. Had some food and popcorn and watched SATC.
J came over at around 1. He seemed quite down but it didn't seem like a god time to ask him what was going on. I'll try to ask him soon. Don't like to see him look unhappy.
Sent the review to Gonzo and she loved it. I'm glad cause I wasn't sure how to write it. I hope she'll send me another one cause I really enjoyed it. And I also got to read a book I probably wouldn't have read.
Last week ended very busy at work. We are now finalizing the travel plans and we will start making reservations on Monday. Looking at a quite busy schedule thi week too. And on Thursday I'm off to Gothenbur for the boatparty. Will be staying at a hotel, I love hotels!
Nice breakfast and someone else cleanin up your mess :) Speaking of cleaning I dropped some stuff under the bed so I had to crawl in there..... and God I really need to clean under the bed...
Better get started on the bathroom now.
Take care
Song of the day: Let it flow - Toni Braxton
Friday me and H went to Berns for AW. Got a chance to catch up a bit with Robbie and Svempa - two of the nicest guys I've worked with. Came home at aroung 11, quite intoxicated and very hungry. Had some food and popcorn and watched SATC.
J came over at around 1. He seemed quite down but it didn't seem like a god time to ask him what was going on. I'll try to ask him soon. Don't like to see him look unhappy.
Sent the review to Gonzo and she loved it. I'm glad cause I wasn't sure how to write it. I hope she'll send me another one cause I really enjoyed it. And I also got to read a book I probably wouldn't have read.
Last week ended very busy at work. We are now finalizing the travel plans and we will start making reservations on Monday. Looking at a quite busy schedule thi week too. And on Thursday I'm off to Gothenbur for the boatparty. Will be staying at a hotel, I love hotels!
Nice breakfast and someone else cleanin up your mess :) Speaking of cleaning I dropped some stuff under the bed so I had to crawl in there..... and God I really need to clean under the bed...
Better get started on the bathroom now.
Take care
Song of the day: Let it flow - Toni Braxton
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
New hair..
is on its way :) Called Patrice today and she can see me tomorrow evenig, just great! My weaves are truly looking bad right now. Bought new hair today spent 720 sek ans then another 1500 to Patrice, but I'm worth it.
Have been very busy at work this week and tired so no updates for a couple of days.
Sis passed her drivers license yesterday - am very happy for her and other EC-sis is getting married. I actually thought there were married.. but there you go :)
Coworker M almost got me loosing my temper today. The problem is that I don't really know what it is about him that totally rubs me the wrong way... but there is something! Need to address the problem so I'll bring it up with K soon. I will get to go to Gothenburg for the boat-party. WOnder what I shall wear... Am thinking about the black Zara-dress and my pin up shoes. We'll see...
Monday I'm meeting with AT and JL to plan the champagnetasting - will be fun and then I'm having dinner with cousin S too. Haven't seen him since easter so we have a lot of catching up to do...
Talked to T on the phone today which left me smiling almost all night. He is so sweet! I hope his jobsituation will work out. He is buying the new apartment -with a fireplace - that is nice.
Went to boxclass yesterday for the first time in 4 months. Believe me am paying for that today ;) Will start running once a week and boxing nce a week. That should be enough to keep me fit. I don't want to be too healthy after all :) Next week we need to make the arrangements for Bellmanstafetten... if we are going to do it that is. So far it's just H and myself so we need 3 more at least 1 male... Up for the challenge anyone?!?!?
Sunday sis is driving me to IKEA and then we are going to the movies - should be nice. Fridaynight is all about T and myself. Haven't seen him in a week due to work overload. Fun to have a lot of stuff to do but not so much fun comin ghome at 9 ever night because of work... And next week seems to be even worse with the Gothenburgevent as the peak. Wonder if officeM and me will travel together, hope so since I don't really like to fly...
Would love to see his place in Gothenburg to.
Better be off to bed now
Sweet dreams
Song of the day: Freedom 90 - George Michael
Have been very busy at work this week and tired so no updates for a couple of days.
Sis passed her drivers license yesterday - am very happy for her and other EC-sis is getting married. I actually thought there were married.. but there you go :)
Coworker M almost got me loosing my temper today. The problem is that I don't really know what it is about him that totally rubs me the wrong way... but there is something! Need to address the problem so I'll bring it up with K soon. I will get to go to Gothenburg for the boat-party. WOnder what I shall wear... Am thinking about the black Zara-dress and my pin up shoes. We'll see...
Monday I'm meeting with AT and JL to plan the champagnetasting - will be fun and then I'm having dinner with cousin S too. Haven't seen him since easter so we have a lot of catching up to do...
Talked to T on the phone today which left me smiling almost all night. He is so sweet! I hope his jobsituation will work out. He is buying the new apartment -with a fireplace - that is nice.
Went to boxclass yesterday for the first time in 4 months. Believe me am paying for that today ;) Will start running once a week and boxing nce a week. That should be enough to keep me fit. I don't want to be too healthy after all :) Next week we need to make the arrangements for Bellmanstafetten... if we are going to do it that is. So far it's just H and myself so we need 3 more at least 1 male... Up for the challenge anyone?!?!?
Sunday sis is driving me to IKEA and then we are going to the movies - should be nice. Fridaynight is all about T and myself. Haven't seen him in a week due to work overload. Fun to have a lot of stuff to do but not so much fun comin ghome at 9 ever night because of work... And next week seems to be even worse with the Gothenburgevent as the peak. Wonder if officeM and me will travel together, hope so since I don't really like to fly...
Would love to see his place in Gothenburg to.
Better be off to bed now
Sweet dreams
Song of the day: Freedom 90 - George Michael
Sunday, August 07, 2005
Sundaynight thought:
cool, soft and mellow. Was awakened by a textmess from Gonzo asking about latte and some catching up. We met at Västermalmsgallerian and had brunch. Then some shopping. Picked up a new shirt and a winestand for the kitchen.
Then back home to pick up some grocerys and spent most of the day reading the book I'm reviewing for VR.
Saturday was spent running with H, watching the Prideparade (fab) and dinner at H's place with sis and E. Haven't seen E in ages. I'm glad she is doing better now - she was totally burned out last time I saw her but now she seems to have gotten things together.
T called and wanted us to come over after dinner but the huge amount of talk and wine got to me so I went right home at about 1. He is great even if he has his ways.... He is very "couple-oriented" and I am not. Maybe I've been single too long, or have had to many strange relationships to give up my freedom and independence that easily. I wouldn't date anyone else (unless Lenny calls ;)) but introduce him as my boyfriend is a bit too soon.
Asked A about the toothbrush and he thinks it's my "relationship neuroses" that pops up. He claims that he noticed that about me when we were together last year but he didn't mention it then. When I met him last weekend he said I need to work on setting boundaries and need to learn to say no... Suppose he is right.
I'm going to start on Monday by letting office-M know what I think about his way at work.
H seems to got through one of her bitter periods at the moment. She totally bashes everything that isn't to her liking right now and that makes her quite an annoying person to be around.
Told her that she needs to lighten up a bit.
She actually made me quite mad on Friday when she questioned my parents lifestyle and choices. They has, according to her, no careers and are by her definitions failures... Sad, very sad. My parents focused on having a happy life together and a family not working their asses off.
Was thinking about what motivates me. I really don't know. Having fun, seeing my friends being happy, having cool plans to look forward to, obviously shopping for cool stuff... and so many other things.
Do surround yourself with people who wants good things for you.
Do surround yourself with beautiful things.
Do indulge yourself with things you don't need but want.
Do have at least one good laugh a day.
Do wear great shoes and bags.
Do eat good food and drink good wine.
Do listen to music that affects you.
Do take care of your friends.
Do enjoy the small things in life: the beautiful sky, the sun in your face, the smell just after the rain.
Do sleep enough
Do tell people around you that you love them, you never know when you'll get a second chance.
Do respect other and they'll respect you
Don't be bothered with things you cannot change.
Do change the things you can
Better get to bed now.
Take care
Song of the day: Next Lifetime - Erykah Badu
Then back home to pick up some grocerys and spent most of the day reading the book I'm reviewing for VR.
Saturday was spent running with H, watching the Prideparade (fab) and dinner at H's place with sis and E. Haven't seen E in ages. I'm glad she is doing better now - she was totally burned out last time I saw her but now she seems to have gotten things together.
T called and wanted us to come over after dinner but the huge amount of talk and wine got to me so I went right home at about 1. He is great even if he has his ways.... He is very "couple-oriented" and I am not. Maybe I've been single too long, or have had to many strange relationships to give up my freedom and independence that easily. I wouldn't date anyone else (unless Lenny calls ;)) but introduce him as my boyfriend is a bit too soon.
Asked A about the toothbrush and he thinks it's my "relationship neuroses" that pops up. He claims that he noticed that about me when we were together last year but he didn't mention it then. When I met him last weekend he said I need to work on setting boundaries and need to learn to say no... Suppose he is right.
I'm going to start on Monday by letting office-M know what I think about his way at work.
H seems to got through one of her bitter periods at the moment. She totally bashes everything that isn't to her liking right now and that makes her quite an annoying person to be around.
Told her that she needs to lighten up a bit.
She actually made me quite mad on Friday when she questioned my parents lifestyle and choices. They has, according to her, no careers and are by her definitions failures... Sad, very sad. My parents focused on having a happy life together and a family not working their asses off.
Was thinking about what motivates me. I really don't know. Having fun, seeing my friends being happy, having cool plans to look forward to, obviously shopping for cool stuff... and so many other things.
Do surround yourself with people who wants good things for you.
Do surround yourself with beautiful things.
Do indulge yourself with things you don't need but want.
Do have at least one good laugh a day.
Do wear great shoes and bags.
Do eat good food and drink good wine.
Do listen to music that affects you.
Do take care of your friends.
Do enjoy the small things in life: the beautiful sky, the sun in your face, the smell just after the rain.
Do sleep enough
Do tell people around you that you love them, you never know when you'll get a second chance.
Do respect other and they'll respect you
Don't be bothered with things you cannot change.
Do change the things you can
Better get to bed now.
Take care
Song of the day: Next Lifetime - Erykah Badu
Saturday, August 06, 2005
PRIDE
Well, not gay and proud but straight and proud :)
Proud of myself, my friends, my life and the choices I've made - some good ones and some bad ones. But everything I've done in my life this far made me the person I am today and that is a person I like and I wish all the best...
Finally cleared things with J yesterday and he seemed very cool about it. No more unfinished business and that's good. Have now put all that behind me and am ready to move on. Not that I regret anything. J is a great guy and we've had a lot of fun toghether. And I'll always remeber him fondly (very mature I must say :))
So yesterday I went to Berns for AW with H. Not so many people I know there but we had a great time as usual with some roséwine. Then off to Rio with MT, P and P and a few others. Danced with some halfnaked lithuanian underwearmodels - had a great view over very well toned abs ;)
Got home at a quite decent hour 1.30ish and off to bed. Today it's running again. Have signed up for Bellmanstafetten - why, God why?!?! So now I need to put my money where my mouth is...
Then is the Prideparade! Love that event - 100% love and gala. Apparently some fascist or whatever are going to do something so this year it's even more important to be there.
H and me and sis are going.
Better hit the shower and get into my running gear.
At 3 I'll be somewhere on Skeppsbron maybe I see you there :)
Have a PRIDEday!
III Be proud and work on those abs ;)
Proud of myself, my friends, my life and the choices I've made - some good ones and some bad ones. But everything I've done in my life this far made me the person I am today and that is a person I like and I wish all the best...
Finally cleared things with J yesterday and he seemed very cool about it. No more unfinished business and that's good. Have now put all that behind me and am ready to move on. Not that I regret anything. J is a great guy and we've had a lot of fun toghether. And I'll always remeber him fondly (very mature I must say :))
So yesterday I went to Berns for AW with H. Not so many people I know there but we had a great time as usual with some roséwine. Then off to Rio with MT, P and P and a few others. Danced with some halfnaked lithuanian underwearmodels - had a great view over very well toned abs ;)
Got home at a quite decent hour 1.30ish and off to bed. Today it's running again. Have signed up for Bellmanstafetten - why, God why?!?! So now I need to put my money where my mouth is...
Then is the Prideparade! Love that event - 100% love and gala. Apparently some fascist or whatever are going to do something so this year it's even more important to be there.
H and me and sis are going.
Better hit the shower and get into my running gear.
At 3 I'll be somewhere on Skeppsbron maybe I see you there :)
Have a PRIDEday!
III Be proud and work on those abs ;)
Thursday, August 04, 2005
An evening with T
can save any bad day :)
Didn't get a chance to talk to coworker M yesterday so I hope I'll get the opportunity today.
This morning he has been all over me again about a document that is totally out of my control.
I'm depending on others for answers and until I get them there is nothing I can do!
T called just as I was leaving work yesterday and we decided to met at the stairs at Dramaten. Went back to my place and picked up some food and rented a dvd, Closer 3,5/5 on the way home.
He cooked and I watched - just the way I like it ;) Had some wine with dinner and just talked. Can't believe how easy it is to talk to him. Told him about my family and all the expectations they have had on both me and my sister. He told me about his family and childhood, it felt very nice. Then hopped into the bathtub with a GT and then back to the couch to watch the film. I really enjoyed it and he fell asleep :)
Borrowed his Ipod and had a Lenny Kravitz-moment. He is so great (Lenny that is but T is pretty damn good too)! Reminded me of the concert so I had a big smile on my face.
Went to bed and fell asleep almost immediately - totally relaxed from the bath and his arms around me. God, I sound like such a romantic whimp but it felt very very good...
Woke up from the sun in my face this morgning and felt really good. Had breakfast together and off to work. I had a phoneconference at 9 so there was no time for sleeping in.
Saw a poster in the subway about a tango and flamencoshow that I would love to see, it's at Dansens Hus and some other places in town. On Saturday we are going to the V&Smuseum to see an exhibition about wine and food. Will keep a low key on Saturday - just dinner and a movie again.
Friday me, H and MT might be going to Rio for a crazy night with my gay posse. Will be so much fun! Last time I was there Gonzo and I ended up dancing like nuts to schlagers with some incredibly cute gay guys.
Will get myself together and call J today - shit! Must really get it over with now. If I do I will reward myself with a new pair of pants :)
Better get on with my work now
Take care/E
II: Do treat others like you want them to treat you.
Didn't get a chance to talk to coworker M yesterday so I hope I'll get the opportunity today.
This morning he has been all over me again about a document that is totally out of my control.
I'm depending on others for answers and until I get them there is nothing I can do!
T called just as I was leaving work yesterday and we decided to met at the stairs at Dramaten. Went back to my place and picked up some food and rented a dvd, Closer 3,5/5 on the way home.
He cooked and I watched - just the way I like it ;) Had some wine with dinner and just talked. Can't believe how easy it is to talk to him. Told him about my family and all the expectations they have had on both me and my sister. He told me about his family and childhood, it felt very nice. Then hopped into the bathtub with a GT and then back to the couch to watch the film. I really enjoyed it and he fell asleep :)
Borrowed his Ipod and had a Lenny Kravitz-moment. He is so great (Lenny that is but T is pretty damn good too)! Reminded me of the concert so I had a big smile on my face.
Went to bed and fell asleep almost immediately - totally relaxed from the bath and his arms around me. God, I sound like such a romantic whimp but it felt very very good...
Woke up from the sun in my face this morgning and felt really good. Had breakfast together and off to work. I had a phoneconference at 9 so there was no time for sleeping in.
Saw a poster in the subway about a tango and flamencoshow that I would love to see, it's at Dansens Hus and some other places in town. On Saturday we are going to the V&Smuseum to see an exhibition about wine and food. Will keep a low key on Saturday - just dinner and a movie again.
Friday me, H and MT might be going to Rio for a crazy night with my gay posse. Will be so much fun! Last time I was there Gonzo and I ended up dancing like nuts to schlagers with some incredibly cute gay guys.
Will get myself together and call J today - shit! Must really get it over with now. If I do I will reward myself with a new pair of pants :)
Better get on with my work now
Take care/E
II: Do treat others like you want them to treat you.
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
New and improved baby
IPod today :)
Updated with my all-time favourite Prince, bootyshaking Ricky and smoothsinging George. Had a nice walk to work this morning and a nice run last night. Ran for about 35 mins nonstop and pretty fast. Was absolutely beat once I stopped but I guess that is the point....
Had the doctors appointment this morning. Good to get it over with and finally decide what to do. God, what a mess I'm in right now.
Office-M is back today which ruined my whole day. Will bitch about this with Gonzo today. And today I must bring it up with him. His behaviour is not acceptable. Will talk to K about it first...
She has hooked me up with VR to write bookreviews - really cool. She'll stop by the office sometime this week with the books I'm to read. Today I'll pick up an issue of the magazine and check it out. Haven't read that paper since I was 16 or so. Oh, I actually got some issues when I did the booty-shots last year :)
Hopefully I'll see lovely T tonight. He is totally supportive but the decision is mine to make.
Saw that J has linked to my blog so I must return the favor: do visit J and say 'hi'
Lovely and soon-to-be-married HvM has her own "bride blogg"in Swedish but really fun. She'll be a fab bride. Wish her and M all the best :)
This weekend I shall invited the HC-ladies to cocktails and some catching up on Friday. Must be somewhere classy and cool. Must think about this today.
Have a lot of stuff to do today but absolutely no inspiration to work... as usual :)
Decided to change my song of the day to Commandment of the day
So the first one is:
I) Do indulge yourself because you're worth it :)
Updated with my all-time favourite Prince, bootyshaking Ricky and smoothsinging George. Had a nice walk to work this morning and a nice run last night. Ran for about 35 mins nonstop and pretty fast. Was absolutely beat once I stopped but I guess that is the point....
Had the doctors appointment this morning. Good to get it over with and finally decide what to do. God, what a mess I'm in right now.
Office-M is back today which ruined my whole day. Will bitch about this with Gonzo today. And today I must bring it up with him. His behaviour is not acceptable. Will talk to K about it first...
She has hooked me up with VR to write bookreviews - really cool. She'll stop by the office sometime this week with the books I'm to read. Today I'll pick up an issue of the magazine and check it out. Haven't read that paper since I was 16 or so. Oh, I actually got some issues when I did the booty-shots last year :)
Hopefully I'll see lovely T tonight. He is totally supportive but the decision is mine to make.
Saw that J has linked to my blog so I must return the favor: do visit J and say 'hi'
Lovely and soon-to-be-married HvM has her own "bride blogg"in Swedish but really fun. She'll be a fab bride. Wish her and M all the best :)
This weekend I shall invited the HC-ladies to cocktails and some catching up on Friday. Must be somewhere classy and cool. Must think about this today.
Have a lot of stuff to do today but absolutely no inspiration to work... as usual :)
Decided to change my song of the day to Commandment of the day
So the first one is:
I) Do indulge yourself because you're worth it :)
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Newfound friends...
made me happy this morning: I found my cd's that I thought were MIA :) So tonight I'll update my baby Ipod with Depeche, Prince and ever smoothsinging George Michael.
Had sis over for dinner and a few glasses of wine yesterday. She had been on a date on Sunday and they went to Clarion, so did me and H but we never met. The service was really bad there - I hate that. The bartender is totally hot but good looks don't really help when it takes 20 mns to pour one lousy glass of rosé. Had I done that when I was working they would have kicked me out on my booty...
Talked to sis about money and clothes. I realized that sometimes I wear clothes for about 5000 sek... No wonder I have no money :) But like I use to say: If I'm going bankcrupt I look damn fine doing it.
Got the nails I needed from dad so soon my walls will be covered with bling, will look very nice I think on my white walls.
Met with A on Sunday too and got some really upsetting news from him. I totally have myself to blame for this but still... Need to talk to J so I think I'm meeting with him this afternoon.
Was dreaming about T all day yesterday and all night last night. Love his smile and his eyes. I don't however love the fact that he has left his toothbrush at my place... I don't really know what we are or are becoming but I like it :) and I like him...
Will call him today and see if we can go to the movies tomorrow. I'd like to see "War of the Worlds".
My co-worker Alex came back today. His brother, Robin, died this summer.
Robin was only 18 years old. Apparently he was at a friends place watching a movie and just hanging out. He said he felt a bit dizzy and just 5 mns later he was dead... They still don't know what happened. I feel so sorry for him!
Makes you think, doesn't it?!?! How everything can just end and all the plans you've made just change in one moment. Alex is only 22 but he had to grow up fast...
If I get the chance tomorrow I'm going to speak to my coworker Martin about his attitude towards my work. I mean what is the point of asking me to do something only so he can tell me it's wrong and redo it himself. Maybe it's his insecurity issues and he feels like he needs to "put me in my place" to feel like a greater person... I don't know but it's totally unaccepable. He is very much the type My-way or-the-highway wich is sad but very common.
Or maybe he just has a small dick (God I'm so nasty ;))
Anymay, need to do some updates now...
Take care
/E
Song of the day: Ghetto Religion - R Kelly feat Wyclef Jean
Had sis over for dinner and a few glasses of wine yesterday. She had been on a date on Sunday and they went to Clarion, so did me and H but we never met. The service was really bad there - I hate that. The bartender is totally hot but good looks don't really help when it takes 20 mns to pour one lousy glass of rosé. Had I done that when I was working they would have kicked me out on my booty...
Talked to sis about money and clothes. I realized that sometimes I wear clothes for about 5000 sek... No wonder I have no money :) But like I use to say: If I'm going bankcrupt I look damn fine doing it.
Got the nails I needed from dad so soon my walls will be covered with bling, will look very nice I think on my white walls.
Met with A on Sunday too and got some really upsetting news from him. I totally have myself to blame for this but still... Need to talk to J so I think I'm meeting with him this afternoon.
Was dreaming about T all day yesterday and all night last night. Love his smile and his eyes. I don't however love the fact that he has left his toothbrush at my place... I don't really know what we are or are becoming but I like it :) and I like him...
Will call him today and see if we can go to the movies tomorrow. I'd like to see "War of the Worlds".
My co-worker Alex came back today. His brother, Robin, died this summer.
Robin was only 18 years old. Apparently he was at a friends place watching a movie and just hanging out. He said he felt a bit dizzy and just 5 mns later he was dead... They still don't know what happened. I feel so sorry for him!
Makes you think, doesn't it?!?! How everything can just end and all the plans you've made just change in one moment. Alex is only 22 but he had to grow up fast...
If I get the chance tomorrow I'm going to speak to my coworker Martin about his attitude towards my work. I mean what is the point of asking me to do something only so he can tell me it's wrong and redo it himself. Maybe it's his insecurity issues and he feels like he needs to "put me in my place" to feel like a greater person... I don't know but it's totally unaccepable. He is very much the type My-way or-the-highway wich is sad but very common.
Or maybe he just has a small dick (God I'm so nasty ;))
Anymay, need to do some updates now...
Take care
/E
Song of the day: Ghetto Religion - R Kelly feat Wyclef Jean
Monday, August 01, 2005
Total
confusion!
Haven't updated in a while due to no internetconncetion yet... and the neighbour have installed a firewall. Cheap b*stards ;)
So what's new???
Thursday was the date-with- Tommy-day. And my God, he is gorgeous! I was really tired and intened to try to get out of the date. He called me and suggested that we should go to some pub and have a beer... Uuuhmmm I don't think so. Eventually we dicided to met at Fridhemsplan at take it from there.
I was first and while I waited I started talking to a dutch guy who was also waiting for someone. So Tommy appears and he is oh so fine :) We went to a place I have never been before Dova's... Strange place but very cheap but great service and ok food. I have paid 3 time as much for worse food than that.
Sat there talking to eachother and a Romanian guy who sat down at our table. Went back to my place and spent a great night and morning together. Good thing I had Friday off....
Gonzo and I were ladies who lunch on Friday. Had a decent Ceasarsallad and rosé at MS Gerda.
Then met up with Hannah to pick up movietickets for the evening.
Had coffe and cake at Gateau and then off to BOB to met up with the rest of the posse. Had some food and wine and then to the movies. We saw Fantastic 4 (1,5/5). Then we stopped for a nightcap at Oxid before heading home.
Got up on Saturday to clean the apartment. It smelled like rug....
Then Hannah and myself were ladies who sweat jogging around Hagaparken. Called T when I came home and he came around later for dinner and a movie. Saw "Maria full of grace" (4/5), really great!
He is so sweet. Am apparently not used to a guy calling when he says he will call and takes care of me. When we where walking home on Thursday and was carrying some stuff which he took in his bag. Sunday morning he got up and made breakfast and did the dishes from dinner the night before. Good God, Hannah says he is a keeper :) and I tend to agree with her... Hope things work out for the best.
Got the sweetest and most amazing comment from my girl Gonzo. She added some stuff to my 500-list.
Now I need to at least seem like I'm working....
Take care
/E
Song of the day: The Future - Prince
Haven't updated in a while due to no internetconncetion yet... and the neighbour have installed a firewall. Cheap b*stards ;)
So what's new???
Thursday was the date-with- Tommy-day. And my God, he is gorgeous! I was really tired and intened to try to get out of the date. He called me and suggested that we should go to some pub and have a beer... Uuuhmmm I don't think so. Eventually we dicided to met at Fridhemsplan at take it from there.
I was first and while I waited I started talking to a dutch guy who was also waiting for someone. So Tommy appears and he is oh so fine :) We went to a place I have never been before Dova's... Strange place but very cheap but great service and ok food. I have paid 3 time as much for worse food than that.
Sat there talking to eachother and a Romanian guy who sat down at our table. Went back to my place and spent a great night and morning together. Good thing I had Friday off....
Gonzo and I were ladies who lunch on Friday. Had a decent Ceasarsallad and rosé at MS Gerda.
Then met up with Hannah to pick up movietickets for the evening.
Had coffe and cake at Gateau and then off to BOB to met up with the rest of the posse. Had some food and wine and then to the movies. We saw Fantastic 4 (1,5/5). Then we stopped for a nightcap at Oxid before heading home.
Got up on Saturday to clean the apartment. It smelled like rug....
Then Hannah and myself were ladies who sweat jogging around Hagaparken. Called T when I came home and he came around later for dinner and a movie. Saw "Maria full of grace" (4/5), really great!
He is so sweet. Am apparently not used to a guy calling when he says he will call and takes care of me. When we where walking home on Thursday and was carrying some stuff which he took in his bag. Sunday morning he got up and made breakfast and did the dishes from dinner the night before. Good God, Hannah says he is a keeper :) and I tend to agree with her... Hope things work out for the best.
Got the sweetest and most amazing comment from my girl Gonzo. She added some stuff to my 500-list.
Now I need to at least seem like I'm working....
Take care
/E
Song of the day: The Future - Prince
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